Or else Nothing

It is all the love of the dance, the dream awake, the flow of essence into thought. 
Flow State Hip Hop Talk Theatre 
Bless it Up Oct 1 2020 

ChillHop Tracks: 

• Leaves
• Persist
• Be Okay
• Cinnamon Sugar
• Cruisin&#39
• Plant a Tree
• Velvet 

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Welcome to Bless It Up. It is an improvisational flow state hip-hop talk theater podcast. Each utterance is spontaneous and unrehearsed. Topics are personal evolution, love, devotion, and responses to the current state of the world. My brothers and sisters, welcome to this early fall 2020. Bless It Up. I'm your host, C. How far you go your way? How far you trust your way? Where do you come from? Where are you going? Where is the here now? What are we showing? What are we going to? What are we feeling up? What is this time now? How are we showing up? How we growing up? What we throwing up? What we coming through? What is showing up? Showing up is you and I always come to learn and be in one another. And you and I was coming learn to be, how not to smother, I'd uncover you, I would show you into the sun, I would let each and everything be felt and let it come, let us become one, let us be undone, let my finish be the part of me that's sparkling, shun, shun shine, I will not shun my shining, I will come through until I'm part of life and all divining, what is divine but your own eternal nature, what is divine but the way that you do suture, your suffering Between the cycles as you do transpire The way that you move, the way that you, you're on fire How can it be, the radiant person of thee In the person of me, how could it be The radiant person of thee In the person of me, we get it Come down and come simmer on You know that you're feeling your own beautiful song Here's our time, let it be, it's not here for long Or is it here for a long, long time? Either way, we're here to welcome the moment of the mission. The way that we are learning how to be just in submission. Oh my goodness, I'll surrender. I'll go into the cover. I'll go until I'm screaming. Until I feel my own thunder. Bring it back again. Let it be us, a person. Let it be ourselves. It's all uncertain. Till we throw up our hands. Ha! In each and every way, in each and every moment, in each and everything that we are doing, divine and own it. What's your truth and now expression? I am living in dimensions. I'm talking about now. Septiembre, el 24 de septiembre, the 24th of September. I'm talking now. I'm busted up. My name is Cristian. I'm here to unfold and sometimes fold with you. I unfolded into 3,000 pieces. I unfolded into two, to three. I unfold. Estamos aquí guardados, enfrentados, amados. I want to feel our sides. I want to feel our lakes. I want to feel our magicians. Let my soul open up again. Open up. Open up to where the motion is. Open up. Open up, come out and choose to live. Open up. Open up, decide our fate. Shit is going down. It ain't great. It comes around. It's getting nasty. So we choose to see it. So we say, you know, what's my task be? Looks like I'm the person who takes out the garbage. Oh my goodness. Oh my goddess. God forbid. I would interact with my part of this piece. Go back to the things that are being released. Being released. They are being released. It's time to us just to show that we are being unleashed. I'm sick of sitting around and knowing that my mind is a feast. I'm like, come on, everybody. This man is a beast. Why are you sitting here? Time to stand up and jog. Time to be open. Give me a hug, a bow. Let me part of what is sacred somehow. We see the truth in all divinity. It's learning how to see the infinite within thee. Within thee. Within me. Let us see. Let us see. Let us see now. Let us see now.

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see now. Does see now. Does see now. Does see now. Does see now. Men and women manifest in truth expression. It's seeing now. I choose to see. I choose to welcome. I choose to welcome all the colors. All my black brothers. All mi gente latina, my man that is black, my men that are saying we must come attack. Be open, not attack. It's just being tactile. It's just being say that I'm really here now. I'm really here now. I'm not infantile. I'm infantile. Let life become, let it be the fire until it is undone Until we are back as one, we are homespun Each and every innocent one Ain't no one born better than no one But come on and be spun, be spun in love And truth and innocence alight until Until you let your hate go, you feel? I let your hate go I let my hate go I let my hate go Till I see you with eyes unclouded by hate Let your hate go Let your hate go What else stops you from seeing a man within a man A woman within a woman A sister within a sister A brother within a brother Let your hate go Let my hate go I have Love is here in every moment and an abundance kindling cloud and a feeling of loudness, a shroud that is unmasked and tasking the taste to erase me, to send me back and forth until I chase thee, to know that my answer is just a part, B, and I live inside of life in its mystery. Come through and hold me. I'm part of the unfolding destiny. They call me C, Cristiano, Genio, and Shaori. I'm here to please and to learn. I'm here to think and to yearn I understand this world's trying to burn Until this trip is told what it's not. Until this trip is feeling that it's here and that it's hot. Until this trip is feeling that it is burned enough. And then we will feel like we could come around and hitting it with stuff. It's liquid water, beauty, romance. It's time to be where we're going, taking a chance. I'm learning how to be and learning how to live and growing. You and I, we is learning, living, showing. Showing the love that is here that is ticklish. You know how life is. Come and taste the licorice. It's part of the licorice. split until you know what I'm feeling. You know it exists. Imagine a sex positive universe in which all actions of love, of desire, of I want you beautiful were beautiful and perfect. If desire could just free flow like it does within each and every one of us cells, would it You're being polite with everyone else I'm being hello, I'm being hello, good to see you I'm being how you doing, love to see you, it's great to meet you You look beautiful, your colors are right I admire your roundness, your own insight I feel myself just, yes When I see you, I confess When I see me, I confess Can I be me when I'm blessed? Can I be me nonetheless? Just feeling my own caress. What if I'm wearing a dress? What if I've got some sand in my hand and I put it in yours? Come and see and explore. What if it all goes hand in hand, like everything that we desire just like common man, like if you and I was learning how to understand, but the pieces and the pronouns we've already been, my man, you know, what if we was learning to understand how you and I was learning how to fall apart, my man, how you and I was learning how to come back, how you and I was learning that it is all legit, like life is truly here legitimate, I don't know what I'm talking about, I'm just here to extinguish, to distinguish what's the truth of life until i know where am i going then i'm going in sight in sight let my side be ticklish let myself know that i'm here it's not a devilish wish to say that i'm here and i coexist i'm part of it's real exist with me exist with free exist with sea exists with the ludicrous insanity that we would be loving alive that we would be feeling that we would be hearing doing more than survive shake thriving calling out what's the truth and how am i living with what's devout i'm about it i'm about trying to shout it i'm about calling it up i'm about being devout getting me get it down to the end feel all the rubble when it comes through until it bends we got common ends we got common sense until we're feeling how it Tell us, come back to the ticklish. Come on, take a dish. You and I are feeling that with this squish. Come exist with the squish. Where's your squish? Get a delicious hiss. Learning how to. Way, way, way, way, way. Way, way, way, way, way. One way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, one way, This is Bless It Up. Come back. Try Alchemize. It's so good. Go to alchemize.net. Alchemize spelled with a Y. A-L-C-H-E-M-Y-Z-E. Alchemize.net. And I will bring you the most delicious potions If you have trouble with cost, let me know. Always giving discounts. Trying to make relationships. Trying to build with the plants. Trying to build with people. In any way. And the herbs and the plants are a good way. Trying to build. Let's build together. You're building now. Thank you for listening. You are a part. You are so much.

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Blessed Up, giving thanks to Chill Hop. This track we got on right now is called Persist. Yeah. Thank goodness for the piano. And some creativity. That's right. Now they're bringing wind vibrations Straight up, just we learning how to be unhesitation Straight up, we just feeling it Straight up, we just dropping it Straight up, we just know how we just Straight up, just be copping it Hopping to your living I hopped into my van Until I knew that I was part of something, understand? Climb out with me Where are we going? Where are the parts of the infinite that we're showing? Cuando me veas donde estoy y donde que sea Cuando me ves y cuando me vea Donde estoy y donde sera Donde sera Donde sera Donde sera Donde sera Donde sera Donde sera Donde sera Donde sera ¿Dónde será? ¿Dónde será? ¿Dónde será? ¿Dónde serían? ¿Dónde? ¿Dónde todavía? ¿Dónde vamos? ¿Dónde es? ¿Dónde estamos? ¿Dónde ves? ¿Dónde estamos? ¿Dónde vamos? Aquí estamos como los centros pasanos Aquí estamos, estamos otra vez Déjanos que viven, déjanos tal vez Déjanos, déjanos aquí vivir, cultivar Into everyone, into cada uno, cada vez, each one, every time. as we learning in this rhyme as we feeling in these times they be growing they showing us these ways we learning how they written how they written how we prayed we prayed to be free We have prayed to be free, we have prayed to be free, to be free, we have prayed to be free, we have prayed to be free, to be free, we have prayed in so many words, prayed in the way we absorb, prayed in ideas and lectures, prayed in songs and conjecture, we have prayed for freedom in a thousand million different myriads and tones. And I say that our prayer is answered. I say the coming through of our feeling is the truth. There is no avoiding. Or maybe there's a million avoidant dances that we could play, that I could play, that I could say. I won't dance this dance. I'm not ready. So be it. I will heal Let me heal with you my friend Let me hear, let me hear you Let me heal with you, let me hear you Let me heal with you, let me hear you Let me heal with you, let me heal with you Let us hear together What is the rhythm that will pulse us get to better weather? What's the rhythm? What's the feeling? What's the Stratocaster now that could revealing? What is the emotional tide that must lay forth, that must lay forth its tide? What is the emotional landscape that must be awakened into this horizon? What is the feeling, what is the cries on top of these labias, on top of these lotus blossoms, on top of these milk petals of wonder? I would thunder from over and from under and all around like I'd blossom there was no other choice had to understand what's my learning and voice I had to speak it now or else or else nothing